It just seems like it will almost never end. Just as I start to keep my thoughts about every fucking things that bothers me to myself, something else comes up.
We go to bed one night and of course I fall asleep in .003 seconds flat. She stays awake. And eventually falls asleep many moons later... I wake up everyday, shut my alarm off, check twitter, facebook, and then get ready. Nothing unusual about this day either except that I check my twitter and she has tweeted 'i cant stop thinking about you' backwards and written with no spaces. WTF.
I'm not happy. I can't get over it. I am pissed. But can I say something? No. But do I? Yes. And she says that it's just about a friend (that she had a thing for way back, but then she moved and they lost touch and now since she's back they've started talking again...) and it means nothing. Bullshit. Seriously. Am I supposed to believe that?!
I am supposed to. Do I? Not in the least bit.
Just fuckin' shoot me now, I'm tired of all this.
I know that I'm not perfect, in fact, I'm far from it...
BUT, I've NEVER given reason or done a thing to justify this.
I'm almost heartbroken again.
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I need to do this life change stuff. One day.
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